Tuesday, January 27, 2009
i dunnoe why but feel that there is no CNY mood this year...no atmosphere too..most likely because i spent CNY in spore instead of malaysia..haha..in spore..we only have like two or three fmailies coming together to gamble and eat and stuff...but in malaysia its different..there are like thirteen families gathering at my grandma house during CNY eve for renuion dinner and alos we get to put friecrackers! someday i will upload the videos of me putting firecrackers in 2006 CNY..haha..the experience is realli different..so what do u have to do if u wan such privileges too? MARRY ME LA! lolz..ytd was nian chu yi..i went to my grandma house to offer her incence..hoping she will bless me this yr to finish my army smoothly, after which i came b home to prepare for the big feast i need to prepare..haha..what were the dishes? hmmmz..i cooked fried rice...grilled chicken wings..curry chicken..stingray..sambal sotong..sweet and sour pork..fried chicken wings and sth new i tried today..butter prawns! thanks to jh(: yupps it was a success, and my relatives loved it..i think as a cheef, what u wan to see is the people finishing all the food u cooked, and not just mere comments saying your food is nice..haha..when pple finish the food, u get that sense of satisfaction..haha..so what do u wan to do if u hope u dun need to cook in future and still get to eat quite good food?MARRY ME LA! lolz..haha..acty i still got a lot to learn from my mum la..she is the real expert here..haha..after dinner it was time to win some money! haha..can u imagine a table of like 8 gamblers..regardlesss of age..all sit tgh to play a very classic game BANDAD(blackjack)!!haha..played from 7 till 12 midnight before my aunties and uncles decided to chao b4 the mignight surcharge begins..haha..for me..ok la..i managed to win 15 bucks..haha..todae gng over to my auntie place..and it will be time for some gambling again! lolz..15 bucks shall be my 本钱..haha..tmr i need go b army liao..CNY over just like that..back to sian-ness!
9:45 AM
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Johnnie Ang is feeling aimless
people ask me why i put that as my personalised message..well..i realli feel that way..no aim in life for me right now...weekdays army weekends tuition..haiz..this is my life now..tell me la..aimless not? today is saturday..u guys must be out there having fun with your frens and all..me? rotting away at home..sianz..anw ytd had a convo with my fren
fren: hey johnnie, got any gal u like now? johnnie: yeah.. fren: wooohh..how long u like her liao? johnnie: one year plus.. fren: wa got progress not? like go out tgh and stuff? spend time tgh? johnnie: dun have..not even a phone call.. fren: -.-( gives this kinda face) johnnie: sianz..no matter what i do..unlikely for her to like me..shows the sad face.. fren: heys man! guys are very weak if they emo over gals k..well i also got my gf after like one year ...
to be continued...
that line struck me for a moment..guys are very weak if they emo over gals..totally true!but these kinda feeling thing can realli control wan ma?maybe i am just weak ba...low self esteem..low self confidence..alright period.
2:54 PM
Friday, January 16, 2009
once again its a friday! i am happy cos i am b home again..but this happiness is nothing new..oh wells..this week has realli been very taxing on me..this is becos i am like the only sect comm left in the company..the other thrree all on details..sianz..everything i have to be involved..wooh tiring! not much rest at all..but like what my superior said..this is army..it trains us mentally and physically so next time when we become better people in the outside world..and compared to him who has served for like 20 years..mine considered nothing! well what he said is true la..so i can only lan lan suck thumb lor..haha
CNY is coming..which means my pocket is going to grow again..but not much this year la..cos i not gng b to malaysia..shld be staying at home lor..but i am counting down to next year's CNY..where i will celebrate with my PINK IC in malaysia! haha..lolz..a year since i entered NS ..time realli flies!! and i think at this time..people are all trying to shop for clothes right?esp the gals..wooh..but for me..i think most likely i will be spending CNY with 4 polo tees and one jeans , two shorts! haha..which is enugh i think..oops..people keep saying johnnie u shld try new stuff..but i dunnoe why maybe from young very fat then now scared to go into those shops to try on clothes and stuff..like just take and go lor..haha..chinese this is called 怪癖 lolz..
10:20 PM
Sunday, January 11, 2009
ytd had a small choir gathering..8 pple turned up..me, aik leng, kian sin, law, sean tan, frederick, jing yuan and terry... frederick left us at round 7 cos he got to go watch movie with his dad at LIDO..well thanks for turning up anw though i noe my planning screwed up..haha..the rest of us had dinner at SEAFOOD HARVEST at bugis..food was o-k la..haha afetr that went to opp this muslim coffeee shop for a cheapo coffee..budget mar..haha..talked quite a bit..sorry guys i noe the outing was a bit boring cos we didnt realli do anything excpet serious just chill around..haha..but catching up with them afetr so long realli reminds me of the secondary school days..esp when we were in sec 4..our SYF year..we did alot of things tgh..will never forget those times..haha..having comm meeting till 7 in the night..until the uncle come knocking on the dorr say he want to lock up the place liao..and the times where i get angry with the choir and just sat there not saying anything and the next thing that came out was" KNOCK IT DOWN" haha..seriously la..i realli miss those days with u guys..haha..and the relief and happiness we got when we got GOLD WITH HONOURS and eventually top choir..the photo we took at SCH..arh..u can see everyone's genuine smile on their faces....
look at the happiness in our faces..classic
well thanks guys for turning up ytd! i promise the next outing would be somthing more planned and organised..haha
i realised something acty..do u all also have the same feeling? i dunnoe but i feel more attached to my secondary school frens..haha..not saying JC frens very bad la..but i think cos of the 4 years of time spent tgh..just diff feeling ba..esp your sec school CCA frens..haha..maybe its just me ba..lolz..anw i may not come b next weekend..cos of some stupid mistake that i made..but oh wells..all great man learnt after falling down..as long as i can pick myself up..haha..
1:38 PM
Sunday, January 04, 2009
haha watched twilight with terry just now..gay right? two guys watching this kinda love vampire movie..the movie was nice!terry told me there are three books on twilight! so does that means there is gonna be twilight 2 and twilight 3 coming out soon?haha..would be quite anticipating it..after james died i think that Victoria would wan to take revenge..so yar..thats my prediction..haha but i was wondering in the first place hor..if that edwards love isabella so much..why dun just bite her and turn her into a vampire too? like that evryhting solved.they can be tgh forever! ahha like graduating from diff high schools and then displaying the wide array of graduation hats at home-.-..haha..they can do so much stuff tgh...hmmmz..maybe someone can enlighten me and tell me why..well tonight booking in and this week would be quite stressful for me..haiz...
7:07 PM
went for tuition in the morning..wah felt like sleeping..so i kept asking him do practices..haha so i dun need teach so much..after that in the afternoon went to marina barrage..at around evening..wa the wind there so shiok..i think cos adding the fact that it was like gonna to rain kinda wind..wah..u can just stand there let the wind blow! the feeling just very very shiok..haha and tmr fianlly gonna watch twilight in the afternoon at 2pm..a much anitcipated movie..just now at 10 got this movie underworld..another vampire kinda movie..haha..not bad not bad!
12:50 AM
Friday, January 02, 2009
as i enter 2009, i got a lot to bring with me in 2008.. yesh indeed a new chapter of my life is beginning once again..but the previous chapters are still intact for future references..
i started the new chapter 2008 in Tekong..and told myself that i am gonna lose weight and scare everyone when i passed out from BMT..i made it..i did it..from 114 to 76 currently...i also told my frens the old johnnie will die and a brand new johnnie will emerge..physically and mentally..army has realli been fulfilling for me..all the things i went thru in army taught me a lot of life lessons..no wonder army transform boys to guys..haha..the way we handle things...a transition in my life i would never never forget...
well in 2008..i got to see who are the true frens to me and who are not..yesh i am not a gal..but to me friendship is very impt too..some frens can just conveniently forgotten abt you until one day u say hi to them..then they will turn around and say bye..thats all..a lot of experiences..myself and my frens when they rant to me it seems the same..close or good frens started to ignore and then slowly forget..haiz..why? is it cos we have done sth wrong to you "fren"? tell us if we did sth wrong so we can change..and not just neglect or ignore us..the feeling just sux u noe " fren"...unless for the past few years u have never regarded us as frens too.. i will not scold u or backstab u..but i will tell u "fren" that all these while i have always regarded u as a "fren" and i did what is necessary for me to be your fren...well..some of you may not understand what i am talking abt..but oh wells..its not meant to be explicit anyway...
in 2008, i have seen a lot of couples breaking up and i seem to be the one giving advices to them(of course not instigating them to break up la!)..like a love guru..haha..but oh wells form their experiences tells me sth..in a relationship if its only one sided..sooner or ltr the one who always gives in and compromises would get tried somehow..and a relationship is really not easy to maintian..some pple may think i am lucky to be single..but sometimes i think its not what lucky or not..they can be lucky too to be ina relationship but its just the way they handle their relationships and commitments..i have not been in a relationship b4 so i cant say much..but wells..its always nice to feel loved and noe that there is someone there that is always willing to be there for you..haiz... would it be another blank page for the subchapter "relationship" in this 2009?
haha..i noe this post quite emo...but yeah dun think many pple will read too..since my blog is quite dead liao..haha..
6:19 PM
Thursday, January 01, 2009
bye 2008 and hello 2009! 2008 for me was nothing more than spending in army..from tekong to sembawang..haha..but it has been a satisfying year for me..having to lose from 114 to now 76..i also learnt a lot of lessons this year..thanks to all those who have encouraged and motivated me to go thru my hardest first 6 months in tekong! glad that i have such frens..though not alot..haha..2009 if u ask me what resolutions i have? hmmmz..i havent realli gone to think abt it..but then i just hope this will be a smoooth year for me..finish my army and then maybe i will think more abt the resolution for 2010..haha
ytd went to the countdown carnival held at marina barrage with kian sin and aik leng..we reached there around 8 so got quite a good spot..talked cock..played cards and practically waiting for 12 am to come..haha..but the view from marina barrage was just splendid! haha and its a perfect place to bring your gf around and chill somewhere..not at a festive date la!haha..but then the fireworks display was nice esp the last part where they spam a lot of them at one go..though short la..aferwhich we waited for a whil walked around till round 1 then made our way b..luckily by then the main crowd was gone and the MRT was not crowded! haha..reached home and slept till now! ltr gonna meet my sec 1 sec 2 clique..shawn benjamin and frederick! haha..wonder what lame stuff we gonna do and laugh about..haha..
look at the happiness in our faces..classic